I call it Weaving maid because I still had the thought of becoming a clothes designer. However, the thought may change sometimes. I sway and do not think I wish to become one. However the name is also suitable for a life weaver isn't it. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Recently I feel rather down. Why my spirit is so low and full of sin. I just felt God is not pleased with me maybe. Is it because the Ma Ke Lou is not running any more? It is really hard to resume again. Once it is stopped. Only tears and sorry. I believe God can do bigger things. Recently a lot of black things around me. Sometimes it is my husband, he really like being trapped by devil. Not having good temper and also very mean. Not spiritual at all. I wish he can be nurtured in a good fellowship but still he refuse to go to one. I am not sure why Seng Kang Methodist give me a bad impression but I just cannot bear with it for long i think. I felt bad when...